I "injured" my left thumb as i logged into blogger. *curse*

Anyway, sunday is boring! It means i gotta go to office tmr! Yikes.. But my sunday has been pretti "meaningful" so far. I cleaned my room, washed 2 loads of clothes, hung them out to dry, vacuumed my room, finished up my famous amos cookies. Wait. The last one isnt "meaningful".. Haha.. Watever! =P

Now im gonna attempt to do a little bit of my fyp. But i alrdy forgot where i last stopped.. Drats. Maybe i shld do some of my grad night stuff. I gotta draft the sponsor's letter n etc! Omigod.. I almost forgot! Well, later lah.. Lazy now. Muahaha..

I wld rather think of my holiday location after i grad in 2 mths time! Muahaha.. I wanna go to Maldives! Go diving.. Play on the beach! Tour Europe.. OR go Auz again! Anyway but SIN and asia.. Haha.. *dream dream dream*

Penned on: 2/29/2004 02:41:00 pm

Oh, i forgot abt this.. Wanna introduce u to my lamest friend, Vincent's Blog. I always laugh when i read his entries cos he is so darn lame. Check out his upcoming story:

The Legend of Mimi Mountain
One mountain to rule them all, One mountain to find them. One mountain to bring them all and in the darkness bind them.

Enjoy! *wink*

Penned on: 2/26/2004 09:53:00 am

Met up with always-'suan'-me-and-complain-when-pinched-Teri yesterday. We had the cheapest sushi dinner ever!! Not even $30 for 12 plates with more than half of it being premium items! Ha.. Fantastic! I didnt even hv to pay cos she treated me AGAIN! Fatabulous! Haha.. Thank u very muchie 4 the treat! *hugs*

We watched "Along Came Polly". So darn funny!! My goodness.. You almost nv go wrong with ben stiller shows.. Haha.. The ferret was so adorable! Always bumping into things cos its almost blind and making cute poses. I like.. N salsa is HOTTTT! *ouch* I like even more! Maybe if i learn salsa i will get the same gorgeous body as those dancers. Hurhur! *dreaming*

N we wanna go patronise Buttercup Cafe at cine! It looks kinda cool & cute. The only spoiler was not being to get my ZA moisturizer. We walked fr Orchard MRT to Somerset and still cant get the stupid moisturizer! I feel naked with it.. *sobz* Shall go hunt for it again during lunch! Grrr.. Will prob drop by PS to try finding it cos i really cant live without it!

Penned on: 2/26/2004 09:52:00 am

OMIGOD OMIGOD... I spent a bomb on esprit lingerie again~! Drats!! I now hv every colour of that series! Darn.. I hv no self control. Grrr.. Time to eat grass again. =(

Penned on: 2/24/2004 02:00:00 pm

Another interesting email i got:

Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life. Is this true?
A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it...don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster.Want to live longer? Take a nap.

Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables?
A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products.

Q: How can I calculate my body/fat ratio?
A: Well, if you have a body, and you have body fat, your ratio is one to one. If you have two bodies, your ratio is two to one, etc.

Q: What are some of the advantages of participating in a regular exercise program?
A: Can't think of a single one, sorry. My philosophy is: No Pain...Good.

Q: Aren't fried foods bad for you?
A: You're not listening. Foods are fried these days in vegetable oil. In fact, they're permeated in it. How could getting more vegetables be bad for you?

Q: Will sit-ups help prevent me from getting a little soft around the middle?
A: Definitely not! When you exercise a muscle, it gets bigger. You should only be doing sit-ups if you want a bigger stomach.

Q: Is chocolate bad for me?
A: Are you crazy? HELLO ...... Cocoa beans ... another vegetable!!! It's the best feel good food around!

Q: Is swimming good for your figure?
A: If swimming is good for your figure, explain whales to me.

Q: Is getting in-shape important for my lifestyle?
A: Hey! 'Round' is a shape!

An alternative view to food, diet and exercising eh? I like.. Haha...

Penned on: 2/24/2004 10:50:00 am

* Myself at 4 or younger*

Haha... Nothing to do, feeling a little narcissistic so here's a pic of me when i was really young. So adorable rite? =P

Penned on: 2/23/2004 05:52:00 pm

I dunno y i talked to her till i cried. Tears welled up in her eyes as well. I felt bad for making her feel sad as well esp when it doesn't really concern her.. But it juz reinforced the positive image i hv of her. She has been there for me quite a number of times this sem alrdy. Im glad she came into our lives and that i get to work with her so frequently. Really thankful.

Went for the IDA seminar as student panelist again last Thursday. I cldn't even eat my laksa slowly or finish it for that matter. LCS kept wanting to leave.. But it was obvious that i hv not finished eating!!! Anyway, the seminar was alrite.. Tink i performed pretti well that day. Answered a number of questions and it sorta impressed the IDA peeps and students. Haha..

Nothing much to do today.. So im relaxing. Eating "dao huay" as i type this. Muahaha.. I must enjoy my moments before i get drowned in Java again.

Penned on: 2/23/2004 04:41:00 pm

I dun tink anyone enjoys the luxury of PURE IRRITATION more often than me.

Im not impt enuf to rem? Cant even measure up to a freaking mic? Fuck the stupid ktv. I hope u choke when u try to hit the next freaking key.

I need a break.

I wanna go to the maldives.
I wanna do absolutely nothing.
I wanna stare into space while time slips away.
I wanna play with water and laugh all day.
I wanna lie beside my true love and hv him kiss my forehead as i fall asleep.
N when i wake up, we shall dive into the deep waters & be lost in another dream.

I wanna go to Europe.
I wanna hv breakfast at tiffany's.
I wanna stroll on Champs Elysee & buy everything i like.
I wanna dine under the eiffel tower and watch the glittering stars.

Where is my Prince Charming?!

OOH! im still pissed!

I hope u get electrocuted by the mic halfway thru singing some bloody song.

Penned on: 2/21/2004 04:18:00 pm

Got this from an email:

If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.
- i wld rather pop it in the microwave oven -


If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb.
- EEWW! now u kw y it smells so bad! -

The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet.
- I wonder how many feet it goes when im angry -

A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.
- W O W . -

A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death.
- Die all u horrendous cockroaches! Ur gross even without yr head! -

Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour.
- Right. Who wld do that? -

The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off.
- That's a really sad way to hv sex.. -


The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football field.
- Coming thru~! Wee! -

The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds.
- I seriously wonder how nice stuff in the pond is.. -

Some lions mate over 50 times a day.
- That explains y they its da KING! -

Butterflies taste with their feet.
- Im so not interested in getting this 'skill' -

The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.
- French peeps muz hv the strongest tongues in the world *grin* -

Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed people.
- wat if ur ambidextrous? -

Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump.
- I'll be shocked if it can jump with its size! -

A cat's urine glows under a black light.
- Who cares abt cat's urine? -

An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.
- I kw pp with this syndrome.. -

Starfish have no brains.
- I kw pp without this too.. -

Polar bears are left-handed.
- So? -

Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure.
- I do not agree! Evolutionary psychology rocks! -

Penned on: 2/17/2004 09:46:00 am

* One of my little precious *

Penned on: 2/16/2004 02:41:00 pm

Hectic weekend. Vday booth finally ended. I can't confirm the figures yet but after 5 days of work, i tink we did not earn and in fact made a loss. Without the flower sales, our loss would have been all the capital we put into this event and more.

They told me sales were bad. Pp were not buying stuff. We gotta sell the cookies cos they were perishables and there is still many many packets left. Flower sales doubled on thurs after i changed the board on wed. I took all the cookies in the box on friday and sold all 25 of them in 1 hour. It juz reinforced the truth that they are not working hard enuf.

Was very pissed with what i saw when i rushed back to the booth after class. Pp were sitting around, chatting, laughing, hitting each other on the heads with wrappers bought using precious funds etc. The booth was in an absolute mess. Used tissue littered the tables and floor, files and paper strewn everywhere, pdts looked like they were part of the "3 for $1" trolley in those crappy shops. There were customers but nobody was attending to them.

As if things were not bad enuf, she came over and told me she really gotta leave. I snapped at her.

"You have a duty to perform here you know!"
"What? I already performed my duty!"
"Fine, leave."

I had more to say but i cldn't cos my seething anger had alrdy caused my body to tremble. I juz looked down and asked her to leave cos tears were alrdy brimming in my eyes. Many of us have appointments as well, but everyone still stayed on. I didn't see why she has to be an exception juz bcos her bf's parents are waiting. It was wrong of me to snap at her but i still tink it was wrong for her to leave. Esp since she promised to stay and requested that the meeting must start at 5.30pm and end by 6.

Moments later, a friend came over to collect the bouquet of 6 blue flowers he had ordered earlier in the day. They can't find it. Sold? dunno.. Lost? dunno.. They dun even kw where it went to. They came over to ask me where the flowers are. I wasnt even at the stall and i didnt even see the flowers when they were delivered. How the hell wld i kw? It was lucky we had an extra bouquet of 12 stalks blue n white roses and i offered to him at no additional charge.

The rest of the team didn't seem to realise that "Oh, jamie is angry and we shld stop fooling ard" after i snapped at her and the fiasco with the flowers. They just continued chattering away and fooling around like nothing had happened. I started cleaning up the stall cause i needed to do something else i wld break down. I started regaining my composure during the fifteen mins of cleaning up by myself.

Meeting started at 5.30pm sharp. We did a mini debrief of the various events and i voiced my unhappiness abt certain stuff. Like how they abandoned the booths and stalls during open house, the stupid excuses (or the lack of) they gave for not turning up, no efforts at all in the vday booth, taking advantage of nicholas and etc. I had more ugly things to say but i did not. I only highlighted and summarised the main points. I had wanted to point out the horrible stuff each and everyone but i didn't think it was right even though the director tink i shld.

I obviously have my own mistakes as well. But at least i know those mistakes were abt the way i behaved as a leader, being rigid and not other stuff like commitment and efforts.

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Vday was spent delivering the flowers ordered. Very tiring. Very boring.

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Went to Liang Court to return consignment stuff with Nic and had dinner at Sushi Tei together...

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Back in office, briefed abt my next module, Bulletin Board. It is not going to be easy.. Im so gonna die.. I can visualise long nights in the office with myself, lappy and music. Sombody pls kill me~!


Penned on: 2/16/2004 10:54:00 am

The gorgeous polka dot Zara dress that i adore is GONE!!! All sold out within 2 days! Darn! My sadness knows no bound..

Met up with my favourite hammie yesterday. Seeing her really lifted my spirits. The cute face coupled with the sala way of speaking! N she lied to me yesterday!! Said she met a FRIEND. But turned out that she was buying CDS!! *slap teri's head*

Gonna go to sch later n sweet talk more lecturers into buying flowers fr us.. Heh heh.. I worry abt this Vday event. Even though flower sales is not too bad and earning us some easy cash, it seems like we are running at a loss cos no one is buying the stuff we made.. The cost of those things r very high. I tink we might just breakeven or earn less than $100 for 3 days of prep work and 5 days of booth.

I miss going abroad... I missed the happi times in Down Under, i missed the wacky times in Tioman, i missed the gorgeous times in Nepal/India, i missed the relaxing times in Bintan.

The last time i felt truely happi & at ease was when GJC was still ard.. Going down to OF early in the morning & catching a glimpse of the gorgeous river, slacking at HV to the tunes of jazz and the occasional rock, jumping into Far East Square office, listening to crap fr long winded yet helpful James, disturbing all the pp in office especially PKL Edwin, late nights clearing stacks of accounts with Edwin at month end, lame jokes by humsup but caring Lau, (-_-") moments by Celeste, running around the warehouse, helping out at the outlets, "fights" with Teri in person and over the phone, sending stupid faxes to outlets to scare and disturb them..

Those were the days. They were always there for me when i needed them. But they are no longer around for me to turn to. My heart still hurts when i tink abt those times or see those places with our memories. Though its all gone, at least i still hv beautiful memories. Beautiful memories of these pp who hv left footprints and changed my life.

Penned on: 2/11/2004 10:32:00 am

The quizilla quiz i tried the other day is surprisingly accurate. I have indeed made a great mistake in life which did cost me almost everything. At least IMO... I missed and dreamt of better times and a perfect life hence an utopian dream.

Things hv been going downhill since Thursday. I've been very troubled and busy with everything. Found out how ive neglected the feelings of someone, found out how much i missed some pp, found out alot of stuff that i wished i nv knew. Wished i could just stop working on all of it right now and have some space and time of my own.

I think im slipping into depression. Im very sick and tired of everything. Ive almost lost my appetite completely. I no longer feel like smiling. No longer feel happi anymore. I hate everything. Really hate it.

Penned on: 2/09/2004 09:59:00 am

Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
brought to you by Quizilla


Penned on: 2/05/2004 03:11:00 pm

++ Im freaking T I R E D & feel S I C K ++

Was late for work today.. Reached home at 1.30am and slept at 5.00am. Woke up at 9.30am when i was supposed to be in office at 9.00am. NAPFA test at 4pm later. Let's hope i dun drop dead later.

Pray that everything is going fine at the open house funfair.. Need to do paging now. =(

Penned on: 2/05/2004 11:07:00 am

HELLO!! Miss me? Today im all decked in pink!! Feeling cheerful today cause... i dunno. I juz feel cheerful.. Hot pink top, baby pink jacket, pink cosmetic pouch, pink coin pouch.. Even my lingerie is pink! Muahaha..

Met the tall guy that sits at the front of the co while crossing the road just now.. Pretti surprised cos he said hi to me. But its all good, another new friend!

Yesterday i watched The Last Samurai at GV Grand's Gold Class Cinema. OMIGOD. That place is fantastic!! That theatre is not very big. BUT! It only has a total of 30 seats only. For S$25, you get to chill out in a lounge and order food b4 the movie. The food will be delivered to your seats later. The seats.. Huge plush armchairs that comes with a retractable foot rest and a blanket. You get to stretch your legs out and lie super duper comfortably. Simply divine. I wld def go there again man! N the next time i go, im going with my fav hamster!! My treat! Muahaha.. Lets wait for the next movie and we go together okie?

The Last Samurai was a really good show. I lost count of the number of times i cried during the show.. So touching. It made me wanna find out more abt samurais. Its sad that asians are all pursuing the American dream or way of life. I wanna go Japan!

Gotta go sch later to do setup for open house funfair tmr. Alot of loose ends to tie up not to mention the stuff i hv to do for my project. *groan*

I take java beans every morning.. Y dun i get some java intelligence? Drats. Im talking crap. Ignore me.

p.s. there is a new Zara outlet opening in Apr at Great World City.. Heh heh..

Penned on: 2/04/2004 10:05:00 am

OKiE. Im back. AGAIN. Cldnt sleep so mite as well blog a little...

Just when im in the mood for tagging, all my friends' tagboards are down!! Y is flooble always not available!! *grrr*

No work tmr! Yipee! Can sleep till the sun burns my fat butt.. Hurhur.. But i still gotta work on my module tmr. Muz finish by tmr cos i really really must provide the fully functional one by tues.

Was watching a repeat telecast of Super Sunday. Fei Xiang is sOoOoO suave! *drooling* Great bod, gorgeous eyes, charming voice, the whole package! Pls make sure i get a husband as charming as him. Better still, just give him to me! *snigger*

Its been a long long time since i had a Myself Day. Nice breakfast at some bistro, shopping and pampering myself the whole afternoon, nice dinner and etc. Tmr wld hv been perfect but i gotta do my project! Drats..

OOH! If there is any kind soul out there that feels like giving me a gift for fun joy and laughter, pls buy me a membership for St Gregory Therapeutic Spa!! Its soOo gorgeous!

Tink im gonna create a wishlist for myself.. Heh heh... But i tink that list wld only get longer.. *sigh*


Penned on: 2/02/2004 02:17:00 am

Right, too tired to blog but i came in just to give u guys the link to William Hung's AI3 clip. In case u guys dunno, he is the one that sang "she bangs"... Enjoy!

Penned on: 2/02/2004 01:29:00 am